What is this!?!?

Despite the fun that could be had, I will try not to analyze myself but only present my thoughts for the benefit of others to understand.  For instance, let us begin our wild adventure, I find that I feel the need to explain myself but I cannot explain why I feel this way.  As I said, it could be fun to break it down and hypothesize the 'why,' however that is not what we are here for.  To be honest, I don't have the professional qualifications to do that.  At this point, you may already have identified the need for this purpose.  I can accept that, now let us get on with it.

On and around September 11, 2011; I spent a few days with some good friends.  I am constantly having a conversation in my head, sometimes with my self, one might consider these as personal narratives, but at times these conversations are upgraded in severity, one might suggest, to fictitious dialogue; this dialogue takes place sometimes with representations of real people and other times completely fictitious people.  It seems strange to explain it in words, but I am sure others understand this and do it as well.  Have you ever mentally represented another party in a conversation that you were preparing to have?  That is basically all I am explaining; however, sometimes I have these mental conversations and do not open my mouth to bring them into existence.  Other times as I find myself exploring my mental understanding and contemplating the world, I will create a representative of someone in a role, such as a professor, boss, or any number of  conceptualized individuals.  It was on September 11, that one such conversation took place and as a result that I created the idea for this very blog.  As the window of opportunity began to close on the emergence of an actual conversation that mirrored the mental representation I had been having, I began to consider the frequency of this very occurrence.  Certainly I have not claimed to be ordinary, despite not being altogether that different, but perhaps taking normal to the extreme.  I certainly believe I have more of these conversations than most or at the very least more that I try to ignore.