Monday, November 19, 2012

Partial posts

In-case anyone noticed and is perhaps wondering what just happened; I just dumped a lot of partial work from my draft box.  I am tired of it hanging around, hoping one day to get back to it.  The truth is the moment was here to write something and I let it slip away.  I thought too much and did not type enough.  It happens more often than these few posts might indicate.  Sometimes I have a thought and just run with it and never type anything and other times I do type something only to change my mind later and delete everything and walk away.  I was about to do it again, but I just couldn't handle it happening.  The problem with these blank posts is that the idea is still there demanding more time from me.  I am afraid that is just not something I can afford.

I just awoke from some dream filled sleep.  Yet as dreamy as that may sound it was all a little bit stressful.  My dreams were fairly strange to say the least.  At first I was trying to negotiate for the usage of a trailer or something like that, it made more sense when I was sleeping.  My brother was actually texting someone last night trying to buy new equipment for his business and since I was doing the texting, I totally understand where that dream came from.  Another dream was about a person.  Suffice it to say it is someone I know a lot about, but have not spent a lot of time with.  The dream was about being together among many people and basically being held separate by personal choice.  This dream sort of caught me off guard; looking back on the day I am not really sure that this is where it came from.  Well it is not totally surprising, but...

(At this point too much thinking is taking place and I am starting to sputter out.) the truth is there are things that I am not ready to share with the world.  Some of those things I am probably just so indecisive that deep thought can easily sway my opinion and after all what I am to share is only an opinion.

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