I am tired

Mentally I am exhausted.  It should not be this way; I have no justification.  I get plenty of sleep and it is not like I am constantly busy everyday, just weekends.  Something is not right; I absolutely hate this type of post, the ones where I start off by complaining.  I am sure they make me seem like a pathetic whiner that is full of negativity.  There is, however, just something about it that allows me to start the process, to get into the action of typing as I think.  Perhaps it is the honesty; if I were to always just put out posts when I finally had something substantial, void of an explanation of the difficulty to get to that point, it would feel like a lie.  Many nights I fall asleep with a compose post browser blank on my computer screen and this inner urging to create something beautiful; however, after several hours and nothing to show for it I usually cannot keep myself awake anymore.  Additionally throughout the day, I entertain many thoughts on what I ought to share; some ideas are frequently recurring, still others linger a few days and are then all but forgotten in the back corners of my mind.  A thought occurred to me recently that perhaps, the target audience that I am addressing is too large and that narrowing it down might help improve things from my perspective.  As it is, I feel like I am writing to strangers and people that I do not know, that may or may not be true, outside of a few loyal friends it seems most of my hits come from computers or bots of some kind.  I do not know where I am going with this from here, but I keep having this desire to talk about something else.

I watched P.S. I Love You again today; it is in my list of favorite movies.  I would recommend it to anyone that has not seen it; I will even watch it with you.  I swear, I do not mind; I have only seen it approximately 50 times so far.

Amendment (8/10/2013): I am clearing this from my draft history.  It is an incomplete post and I have lost the thought, I fell asleep during my attempt to get it out.  Is this worth posting? I am not sure.  It could easily be deleted.  I do know that people expect to hear me whine from time to time; just fulfilling that quota.