Bleurgh

It has been a while I know.  I was contemplating writing something the other day, after I found out (facebook) my brother's dog died. Easily one of my top favorite dogs of all time.  He liked getting his ears rubbed and he would also sit on my feet and I would rub his neck with my toes.  He also liked to sit beside me while I watched TV.  It is really difficult to believe he is actually gone.  I haven't seen him in so long; my brother lives in Iowa.  Last time I visited, it did not even occur to me that he might not be around the next time I came to visit.  However, he was getting pretty old; even if I still imagine him as a puppy sometimes.  Obviously, for those avid readers that check my blog for new posts daily (there are thousands of you, I know) I did not write anything.  Instead I stayed up all night listening to music on youtube.  That is not an exaggeration I turned my alarm off about 3 seconds after it went off and after the song I was listening to finished, I got out of bed and started my day.  I was tired.  I am still somewhat tired.  I took a 5 hour energy today and that is pretty stupid, because I know those things are questionable about making me less tired immediately, but they do keep me up at night.  I am not even kidding; if I want to stay up late, I can take one at 8 am and I won't be able to go to sleep until 3 am that night.  Like right now, I am not tired, but my alarm will be going off in about 5 hours.

Well anyhow.  One day soon, I'll write again.  I need to get some sleep, wish me luck.