Monday, November 26, 2012

Failed Kettlecorn trials

First of all, this is a giant bummer.

So I have been wanting to try making kettlecorn since veteran's day.  Mostly because we paid $15 for a bag of it and spent about 30 minutes watching some guy make it.  This is when I found out that it can be made using maple syrup; I thought that sounded easy.  Also since my brother owns a party rental business he happens to have a big bucket of popcorn that needs popping.  If you get the urge to try this out without using any recipe, perhaps being anyone that might be over-confident in popcorn making ability, let me just forewarn you:  the 'lite' kind we have in the house does not work and so I have just wasted kernels, oil, and syrup twice.  I just read a recipe and they say it should be 100% maple syrup.  Not sure if that is true, but I do know it was not working for me.  If I heated up the syrup separately though it may have worked.  I am tired of trying at this point.  Plus all I need is corn syrup and I have all the ingredients to make this caramel corn with this recipe I just found.  That sounds like a much better idea.

Gotta go!

Monday, November 19, 2012

What is this!?!?

Despite the fun that could be had, I will try not to analyze myself but only present my thoughts for the benefit of others to understand.  For instance, let us begin our wild adventure, I find that I feel the need to explain myself but I cannot explain why I feel this way.  As I said, it could be fun to break it down and hypothesize the 'why,' however that is not what we are here for.  To be honest, I don't have the professional qualifications to do that.  At this point, you may already have identified the need for this purpose.  I can accept that, now let us get on with it.

On and around September 11, 2011; I spent a few days with some good friends.  I am constantly having a conversation in my head, sometimes with my self, one might consider these as personal narratives, but at times these conversations are upgraded in severity, one might suggest, to fictitious dialogue; this dialogue takes place sometimes with representations of real people and other times completely fictitious people.  It seems strange to explain it in words, but I am sure others understand this and do it as well.  Have you ever mentally represented another party in a conversation that you were preparing to have?  That is basically all I am explaining; however, sometimes I have these mental conversations and do not open my mouth to bring them into existence.  Other times as I find myself exploring my mental understanding and contemplating the world, I will create a representative of someone in a role, such as a professor, boss, or any number of  conceptualized individuals.  It was on September 11, that one such conversation took place and as a result that I created the idea for this very blog.  As the window of opportunity began to close on the emergence of an actual conversation that mirrored the mental representation I had been having, I began to consider the frequency of this very occurrence.  Certainly I have not claimed to be ordinary, despite not being altogether that different, but perhaps taking normal to the extreme.  I certainly believe I have more of these conversations than most or at the very least more that I try to ignore.

Partial posts

In-case anyone noticed and is perhaps wondering what just happened; I just dumped a lot of partial work from my draft box.  I am tired of it hanging around, hoping one day to get back to it.  The truth is the moment was here to write something and I let it slip away.  I thought too much and did not type enough.  It happens more often than these few posts might indicate.  Sometimes I have a thought and just run with it and never type anything and other times I do type something only to change my mind later and delete everything and walk away.  I was about to do it again, but I just couldn't handle it happening.  The problem with these blank posts is that the idea is still there demanding more time from me.  I am afraid that is just not something I can afford.

I just awoke from some dream filled sleep.  Yet as dreamy as that may sound it was all a little bit stressful.  My dreams were fairly strange to say the least.  At first I was trying to negotiate for the usage of a trailer or something like that, it made more sense when I was sleeping.  My brother was actually texting someone last night trying to buy new equipment for his business and since I was doing the texting, I totally understand where that dream came from.  Another dream was about a person.  Suffice it to say it is someone I know a lot about, but have not spent a lot of time with.  The dream was about being together among many people and basically being held separate by personal choice.  This dream sort of caught me off guard; looking back on the day I am not really sure that this is where it came from.  Well it is not totally surprising, but...

(At this point too much thinking is taking place and I am starting to sputter out.) the truth is there are things that I am not ready to share with the world.  Some of those things I am probably just so indecisive that deep thought can easily sway my opinion and after all what I am to share is only an opinion.